hey ppl... its been a wk since i've started work... hmmm this is the 1st tym i actually enjoyed work so much lols... definitely a million times btr thn tht 2pid bch! x.x met several funny ppl at work... thr's this gal named eileen tht happened to be my pri 1 and 2 classmate LOL... haha she says i haven't chg much... omg cnt blive tht she still recognise me aft 10 yrs x.x but i cld recognise her at the 1st look too lols! work was all abt numbers numbers and numbers... i rmbed dreaming all abt numbers on the 1st nite aft work x.x well... we were working in pairs so it happened tht i can work tgt wif sf as a team...

hmm so far work went smooth... we can even play pool whn thr's free time hahas... though i'm rly horrible at it x.x sometimes its funny to see ppl play too :D oh thr was sth wrong abt the calenders thr zzz.... dey're pretty 'yellow' u'know? tht kind of yellow... so some gals tht cldn't stand the 'yellowness' actually put masking tape to cover some interesting parts LOL... u can see the pics for more info :D

i'm so surprised tht i can actually be on9 nw cuz i predicted i'll ko at 8pm every workday haha... it was like this last wk... maybe i can finally get used to the timing aft a wk... hmm recently i've been hoping to catch up wif quite a few ppl... i miss sch and my classmates! haven tok to quite a lot of ppl for sometime... wondering hw had they spent their hols... class chalet in abt 1 mth's time! swee~! so looking 4ward to it!

looking 4ward to work each day! but thr's oni 5 days left haix... i bet i'll miss work aft it ends :( n lots of hmk are w8ing for me to complete oh crap! so aft work it'll be rly a depressing period haix... kk i shall stop writing here... bye! (:

i shall start by talking abt fri-the op day and last day of sch... nt exactly the last day of sch but it marks the end of all the exams i'll be tking tis yr... haix... on thurs nite i rly had tis bad bad bad feeling tht things will go rong on my presentation on fri... unfortunately it came true... sighs... so thts y i say i wish tht sometimes my intuition wldnt turn out to be so true... i totally screwed up my qna... i was the only person who was asked 2 qns in my class cuz i screwed up the 1st zzzz! i misinterpreted the qn and end up answering out of pt... i srsly hope i can get B for pw... but i guess i can only expect for the worse cuz op is 40% of the overall pw grade zzz!

even though pw is over i feel abit sad apart frm the relief n happiness i felt... thinking of the day tht my grp had our 1st miting till nw, i srsly tink tht time flies... i feel rly fortunate to be in this grp... rly luky... though pw is an annoying subj but if i believe tht if i'm grped wif other ppl the outcome wld hav been worse... i rly thank god tht i'm able to work wif weijie,roger n dhanu tis yr though thr were times whn things din turn out so well... i muz apologise tht i din contribute much to the whole proj... i wanna thank roger and weijie for spending so much time completing most of the tasks given... n they hav helped me alot thruout... i'll be looking forward to more 'pw' mitings HAHA! this tym rnd no pw involved but i guess food will still be a must for the outing wif roger and me ard! :P

went to subway aft staying in sch till 4+ wif eunice fun,weijie,roger and timo on fri... sf joined us aft her flower-gving event... so she gave us each a flower which looks abit withered today ): but anyway everyone juz ganged up n bully me zzz! poor me! =( but it kind of remind me of those sec sch days... suddenly tht feeling i tot i've lost is bak agn... anyway i wanna thank eunice n weijie for the present! :D

oh anyway i caught paranormal activity on thur wif sf and siti... quite disappointing... it wasn't scary at all cuz thr wasnt anything tht got me covering my eyes -____- i only laughed my way thru at the reactions of the ppl in the cinema LOL!

sat i had a day to myself... went to town alone for the 1st time in order to find my job interview place... cnt believe tht i actually found it all by myself whn i'm such a direction idiot haha... but of cuz i didn't succeed at 1 go... dumb me tot tht i cld cross the road using traffic lites but actually the only way to cross the road is by underpass -.- i'm such a suaku i noe... dun luff pls... n i tot tht far east shopping ctr is the same as far east plaza zzz... so i was stunned whn i rch the job interview place cuz i tot far east plaza whr gt so ulu 1? n obviously tht job interview place wasn't located at far east plaza... it was actually at far east shopping ctr... kind of feel sad for myself tht i'm such a jing di wa ): aft tht i walked ard at ion alone n i feel tht thr wasnt much to look at except for the basement stuffs and the food wahaha!

today was the job interview so me n sf headed dwn to tht ulu office... the interview only lasted for abt 15 mins and our positions were cfmed... so i'll be working frm 1st-14th dec on wkdays... tis oso means tht i'm gna skip training for 2 wks... i hope coach wldnt get pissed wif me cuz he alr noes i'll be working x.x hmmm so aft the interview we walked abt in orchard... went to far east plaza n saw many things we wanted to buy... i rly like some of the clothes thr but 2day isn't a day for me to do shopping =( tempted yet cnt buy haix... i'm gg bak thr to buy those stuffs whn i get my salary! aft tht went to cine n eat kobayashi... i ate the same noodles tht i ate wif 09S23 on wendy's farewell! oh n tht fierce guy is still working thr lol... he's still as fierce as ever =x but at least i enjoyed the noodles lalala... ate frolick aft tht... things hav chged though the taste is still the same... hmm well so we cont to walk ard and went hm at ard 6+ lidat...

i cnt find a gd word to describe life recently... neither good nor bad it is... or maybe i cn no longer differentiate wads gd and bad? sounds nonsensical... bt i realise im losing my ability to judge... n i gt a mixture of feelings deep dwn... i ain't sure of dem too... i guess i juz nd more time to find out the answers? and i noe it's too late to catch all those feelings bak... too late. i juz wonder whn will tht little glimpse of hope disappear... maybe nvr?